San Juan Mission...shall I tell the story behind the picture? Let's see. Oh yeah, I'm telling. Picture the scene, San Antonio, 4:00pm, walking back to the car after eating a rather dismal Mexican food dinner, already toured the Alamo, the kids are ready to go back to the motel and swim. We happen to walk by the Visitor Information Center, I love those places, I love the brochures, the glossy pictures, the maps of the cities. I love the thought of visiting all those interesting places, well, I get lured into the visitor center, because one of my goals was to visit one of the old Spanish missions while we were in San Antonio, they are literally 3, 8 and 11 miles from the Alamo. Well, I wasn't quite sure where I was going, so in my mind I forgot about it. But, lo and behold, the nice man at the visitor center gave me detailed directions and I determine we are heading that way. Bob is onboard and so is Tory, but not Abby. If you have ever argued with Abby you would remember it. Once she gets an idea in her head, she will not let it go. Well, she got the idea that if she complained, whined, begged, cried, yelled, or insulted she could get out of visiting this mission. The whole eight miles she did all of the above mentioned, plus shoving Tory, when Tory tells her, "Abby, just be quiet and let's see it." She even stooped to the level of making me sound like a raving lunatic.

Abby accuses, "Mom, why can't you just be normal? Why do we have to visit a bunch of stones?"

Tory defends, "Abby, this is normal, it's what parents do."

This, of course, leads to a shouting match and a shoving match in the middle seat of the van, because we have no backseat because we brought the bikes to ride around the campground. So, I can't even banish her to the backseat to whine, she has to do it from the middle seat of the van, right in my ear. But, Bob and I are indefatigable, we are going to see the mission. The closer we get, the more we realize that we aren't any longer in downtown San Antonio, but rather moving out to the barrios. We're talking barrios where nobody speaks English and they will strip your car in three minutes flat if left alone.

But, we shoulder on, stiff upper lip and all that. By this time of day it's 200 degrees in the sun and there are two lone Mesquite trees inside the mission walls. The mission is one of the most complete missions in that area, the outer walls are intact and in fact the church is still used today for services. It was so amazing to stand there and think that 400 years ago Spanish friars came and converted Indians who later helped to build the walls and the church we were looking at. The only jarring note...the Coke machine in one of the old Indian rooms, oh, and the JBL speakers in the corners of this 400 year old church.

Definitely worth all the heartache.

With both parents graduating college with a major in history did you really think our kids were going to go to San Antonio without visiting the Alamo? The day we visited it was about 150 degrees outside, August in Texas, go figure. There were a million people of all nationalities. I guess growing up in Texas I didn't realize what a big deal the history of the Alamo is to foreigners. The only other place I've heard such a dense collection of languages was in New York visiting the Statue of Liberty. What surprises everyone the first time they see the Alamo is its location. It is smack dab in the middle of San Antonio. Almost as if the city was built around this tourist attraction. We also toured the Riverwalk, not as amazing as I had imagined, it's basically a tourist trap with restaurants and shops. The Mexican food? Not so good actually, in fact, it was rather bland if you can believe that. The hot sauce was some of the hottest I've ever tasted, but the food actually had no spices whatsoever. Whowouldathunkit? Downtown San Antonio Mexican food restaurant, total dud. I even asked clerks working in stores, "Which is your favorite Mexican food restaurant?" Turns out they don't know good Mexican food when they taste it.

The Shenandoah Valley in Virginia has moved to second place behind New Braunfels in Texas. I now wish to retire to this "vacation" community. Of course, considering the fact that retirement is officially about 25 years away for us I guess I should keep my options open. Recently my family and I traveled to New Braunfels and "toobed" down the Comal River. Yes, everywhere you look they spelled tube "toob". The Comal is the shortest river in the world, look it up in the Guinness Book of World Records. It took us about two hours to tube down the river, going through three "chutes" where it was small rapids. At times it was so still that we had to push ourselves along with our arms, but the river was absolutely gorgeous. At times we could see the bottom of the river the water was so clear. At times the river was about a foot deep at other times I couldn't touch. The homes and condominiums along the banks made me wish for a real job so that we could visit this Edenic paradise more often. This was definitely our favorite activity.

House Speaker Nancy Pelosi touts Waco Democrat Chet Edwards for VP

07:38 AM CDT on Wednesday, June 25, 2008

A Texan on the presidential ticket this year? House Speaker Nancy Pelosi has one in mind.

In an interview with Newsweek, she suggested U.S. Rep. Chet Edwards of Waco – whose district includes President Bush's Crawford ranch – for vice president.

Mr. Edwards, a moderate Democrat who specializes in military and veteran affairs, said it was a privilege to be considered but that he hasn't met with the Obama search team.

~Dallas Morning News

If Nancy Pelosi is proposing Chet Edwards as OBama's ticket-mate, Texas' Congressional District 17 better think long and hard about re-electing him. Is it that Edwards is such a great candidate or is it to poke a finger in the eye of President Bush because Crawford is in CD-17, somehow I think it's the latter.

This speech is a must for those who would seek the conservative viewpoint on energy policy. It balances protection for the environment against the interest of the American family.

One quote stands out from this speech:
"We do not settle for the proposition that a healthy environment has to come at the expense of a healthy economy." Amen and amen!
Continue to speak truth Mr. Williams, Texans are behind you all the way.

Hands down, Texas Railroad Commissioner Michael Williams delivered the best speech of the Republican Party of Texas State Convention. I remember being struck at the time by his ease of manner as well as his ability to connect with an audience. As I was listening to his speech again via his website www.williamsfortexas.com I was struck by the substance of his speech. In his speech he outlined a comprehensive, logical answer to the energy problem.

"Well, I don't believe that climate change is just an issue that's convenient to bring up during a campaign. I believe it's one of the greatest moral challenges of our generation. That's why I've fought successfully in the Senate to increase our investment in renewable fuels. That's why I reached across the aisle to come up with a plan to raise our fuel standards… And I didn't just give a speech about it in front of some environmental audience in California. I went to Detroit, I stood in front of a group of automakers, and I told them that when I am president, there will be no more excuses — we will help them retool their factories, but they will have to make cars that use less oil.”

— Barack Obama, Speech in Des Moines, IA, October 14, 2007

"With the price of crude oil above $130 a barrel, and the price of gasoline nearing $4 a gallon, we need leadership that stands up for the economic interests of American families by demanding greater exploration of America’s energy sources.

I have fought for energy exploration, the development of clean energy technologies, common sense water protection and pipeline safety measures and self-imposed spending caps at the Railroad Commission.

I have advocated for fiscal conservatism even when it cost me money… such as when I turned down a pay raise from the Texas Legislature, not once, but twice.

But Americans will not fall for identity politics over good ideas or slogans in the absence of substance or for promises and platitudes that are the wrong policy prescriptions.

Change is just a slogan when the ideas are the Democrat leftovers of the last 50 years.

When it is the same menu as McGovern, Carter and Mondale: higher taxes, bigger government and a steady diet of class warfare and expanded welfare.

We must remember what their message of hope and change is all about: their hope is in government, and the change they seek is in your pocket."

We do not settle for the proposition that a healthy environment has to come at the expense of a healthy economy.

Our hope resides in unleashing the entrepreneurial spirit to address both challenges."
Hon. Michael Williams, Texas Railroad Commissioner speaking at the Republican Party of Texas State Convention 2008

Compare the two speeches: Michael Williams offers substantive ideas as opposed to Barack Obama's vacuous promises for 2030 or 2050. Who is more qualified to speak on this issue, a U.S. Senator or a Texas Railroad Commissioner who has been dealing with these issues on a day to day basis for the last 8 years? My vote is Michael Williams, but not just for Railroad Commissioner but for Governor. When are you running Michael? We need this kind of leadership in the Governor's mansion.

I don't know about you but gas prices are about to break our bank. I have just returned from the State Republican Convention where Newt Gingrich spoke. He has started a campaign to encourage members of Congress to allow drilling here in America.

Did you know that Colorado, Utah, Wyoming and Alaska have enough oil underground to replace what we import from Saudia Arabia? We also have enough oil underneath the Gulf of Mexico to replace what we import from Venezuela. Why are we not tapping into these resources? The American Congress. They have placed a moratorium on all oil drilling in America or the Gulf of Mexico. The new drilling techniques are environmentally safe. In fact, the new oil rigs in the Gulf of Mexico survived Hurricane Katrina without one drop being released into the ocean. They have a new cutoff system that detects instability from the rig. So there is no chance that oil could be released into the Gulf.

Recently, Congress in a 214-215 vote defeated a bill that would have lifted the moratorium on drilling. I find it absolutely irresponsible to continue this "law" at the expense of the American people.

www.AmericanSolutions.com/DrillNow go to this website to sign a petition urging Congress to lift the moratorium. They are trying to reach 1,000,000 signatures by July 4 and declare it energy independence day. This petition also urges the President to release oil from our energy reserves, I believe we have a 20 year supply (don't quote me on that one), which would immediately drive down the price of oil and bankrupt the oil speculators who are getting rich off the backs of working Americans. I urge you to sign the petition and forward this to as many people as possible. If you are so inclined, send an email to all your elected officials urging them to call for a lift of the moratorium. The only way this situation will get better is if we put enough pressure on our public officials to act on our behalf.

Forgive me if I sound a bit like a politician. I did just return from the Convention where every other word was America, God Bless America, God Bless Texas, the people of America, etc. You can't help getting caught up in the terminology.

Seriously, I am outraged at the situation and would appreciate your consideration of the matter.

COUNTDOWN to Republican State Convention

I am very excited about my chance to be a delegate to the Texas State Republican Convention. I will get to hear Mike Huckabee speak...BTW if John McCain doesn't pick Huckabee as his running mate I will be very disappointed. He still has to shore up the south. My worst nightmare come to life??? A McCain/Romney ticket,

Anyhow, 12 days til we head to Houston for the convention. We are going to be wearing loud red, white and blue outfits...My mother even bought a Johnson County Republican Party hat for each of us. I'm not sure I'll go that far. Turns out this thing is going to cost me a pretty penny. There's a $35 facilities fee...what?...the Republican Party of Texas doesn't have the money to rent out the convention center? Give me a break! Also, every time you turn around there's an invitation to a dinner, Republican Party of Texas "official" dinner...ticket to get in? $75 Eagle Forum dinner...$65...to hear Phyllis Schlafly and David Barton. Actually I'm probably going to swing for that one. At least I'll be among my own kind.

Oh and there's evidently an election to select a "national committeewoman and committeeman"...don't even know what that is, but I have received around 10 advertisements for various candidates.

Should be an interesting weekend!

Goals for Summer 2008:

Put in a flowerbed in the front yard
Re-tile dining room and kitchen
Repaint living room/dining room
Get through chapter 20 of Wheelock's Latin
Read Book of the Ancient Greeks
Read Book of the Ancient Romans


Goals for Tory for Summer 2008:
Finish Complete Book of Marvels
Read The Captives
Get to chapter 10 of Genesis Bible Study


Goals for Abby for Summer 2008:
Read Mary, Bloody Mary
Get to chapter 10 of Genesis Bible Study

Is it summer yet? I'm not sure if it's the spring weather, the flowers blooming or the ever-present storms in Texas, but I definitely have Spring Fever. Our co-op has three more weeks of classes and then SUMMERTIME. I cannot wait. This year, in a lot of ways, has been our most productive year. I have seen tremendous growth academically in my daughters. But that productivity definitely took its toll. The school year seems to be never-ending for us. How do kids survive who attend high-pressure college prep private schools? They must be exhausted all the time. Don't get me wrong. I am definitely in support of high-academic standards and exposure to a liberal education. But, finishing strong seems like an daunting task. Lord, give us strength to finish the task you have set before us, because in my own strength it is impossible.

The Standard Bearer

"I, therefore, the prisoner of the Lord, entreat you to walk in a manner worthy of the calling with which you have been called, with all humility and gentleness, with patience, showing forbearance to one another in love, being diligent to preserve the unity of the Spirit in the bond of peace." Ephesians 4:1-3



I just returned from the Election Night Watch Party of Gov. Mike Huckabee. Governor Huckabee was the epitome of this verse tonight. He spoke with humility and gentleness of his bid for the presidency. I listened with tears in my eyes as he spoke of a race well run and keeping the faith. When Governor Huckabee thanked his wife Janet the room exploded in applause and my tears spilled over when I saw tears come into her eyes.



Supporters hooped and hollered (that's an official Texas term) when the Governor spoke the following line:

"I'd rather lose an election than lose the principles that got me into politics in the first place."

He also spoke of fighting the good fight and finishing the race. When the speech was over he stepped down to shake hands with supporters. When Governor Huckabee shook my hand I told him to continue to carry the standard. I told him he is our standard bearer. I truly believe that he has been called of God to be our Standard Bearer in a culture that is antithetical to the teachings of Scripture.

I spoke with other supporters as ardent as myself. Another told him "In another four years". Many of the grassroots organizations that have started around here are going to continue to meet and get more involved in local races.

I'm torn. In Texas we hold a primary election during the day; voting closes at 7:00pm and then we have a caucus after the polls closed. At the caucuses, precinct delegates are elected to attend the county convention at which county delegates are chosen to go to the state convention. Also at the caucus, you may introduce any resolutions you want the Republican party to consider adopting. There are two resolutions that the HSLDA wants homeschoolers to represent at the precinct level and then one interesting one about the Boy Scouts from Gov. Rick Perry.

But, at the same time as the caucas, 7:00pm, the doors open in Irving (about an hour away from me) to a watch party at which Governor Huckabee will appear. What do I do? Do I do my duty, going to the caucus, or do I follow my longing and go to an actual acceptance or concession speech. I'm so confused!

I'm also as nervous as a long-tailed cat in a roomful of rocking chairs. Texas' primary is tomorrow. I put fliers on people's cars yesterday at church. Made about 80 calls on Saturday and have been praying that God will have mercy on our nation.

Over the last 12 years I have gone almost every evening to my daughters' rooms to pray with them before bed. It is rare that I miss this and if I do forget they are sure to come get me or stand beside me, wherever I'm working, so I can pray for them. A couple of nights ago I went to pray with Tory and one of my prayers was that "God's will be done with this election, but if it is at all possible, could Mike Huckabee be our next president? Amen."

Tory got the biggest kick out of that. She couldn't believe that I prayed for Gov. Huckabee to be elected.

I'm praying again tonight. This morning, at SMU (Southern Methodist University) at 7:00a some of the students held a prayer rally and then Governor Huckabee spoke at 8:00a. Tonight, in Fort Worth a church is holding a prayer service for the election.

I'm going tomorrow to place a Huckabee sign at our precinct when I vote. BTW, I don't like to early vote, I like to vote the day of the election. It makes me feel part of something wonderful if I participate the day of.

Well, I pray tomorrow I am posting with a smile on my face.

Is everyone really sick of me being right all the time? I get that a lot. It comes with being the oldest of four children. I just can't hardly help bossing people around. What can I say?

I agree with my daughter Tory who wanted to know if there was such an occupation as "allogist", someone who studies and does everything? There's so many interesting things to learn in this life. I'm running out of time. Oh my!

You Are a Colon

You are very orderly and fact driven. You aren't concerned much with theories or dreams... only what's true or untrue. You are brilliant and incredibly learned. Anything you know is well researched. You like to make lists and sort through things step by step. You aren't subject to whim or emotions. Your friends see you as a constant source of knowledge and advice. (But they are a little sick of you being right all of the time!) You excel in: Leadership positions You get along best with: The Semi-Colon

What Punctuation Mark Are You?

The girls and I went to Mike Huckabee's Dallas Campaign Headquarters to make get out the vote phone calls. When we first got there, there was hardly anybody there and so we got our list of numbers and I made a couple of example calls. I wanted them to get involved, but I wasn't sure I could talk them into it. After I made about 5 calls I offered $10 to the first kid to make a phone call. Hannah, their BFF, jumped on that and after much blushing, giggling and practicing of the script, she made her first call. Luckily an answering machine picked up and so she just had to read the script into the machine. Tory, of course, not willing to be beaten started making calls. I then offered a game/video to the kid that made the most phone calls. Pretty soon Abby decided she didn't want to be left out and so she started making calls. I was so proud of their willingness to do this. These are the same girls that talk so softly at restaurants that waiters can't hear them. After about 15 minutes they were professionals at making the calls. Of course, when they got a live person they would look at me with a panicked look on their face and I would take the call. Then, after about an hour they got brave enough to talk to a real person.


Tory's best call was to a mom who had already voted for Mike Huckabee and whose son is serving in Iraq and has already voted for Huckabee.

Hannah's funniest call was to a man who said "Let me stop you there and just let you know that I got into a fight in high school and so now I can't vote." She started cracking up and so did he.

Abby weirdest call was to a woman who replied to the question, "Can we count on your support in the primary?" with a slow, drugged sounding "Surrre". Then of course she got a kick out of the name Gay something or other.

We all got a kick out of the names. We had a Mr. Kitten, a Mr. Bacon and a Mr. Pigg and then to top it of we had a Boisewetter or something like that. Needless to say we had an interesting evening.

Tory wants to go back with me tomorrow. Oh, and we got special pins to show we volunteered at a campaign headquarters.


The campaign workers were so glad to see some young people involved in the process.

Public school, it's free, right? Every child from age 6-18 is allowed to attend the local P.S. for free. Of course, the homeowner foots most of the bill, more than three-quarters of my tax bill at the end of the year goes to the local school district. But, other than that school is free. The school provides the teacher, the books, the field trips, the sports team.

However, seems like I've heard somewhere, that you get what you pay for? I got a free education, but I was allowed to graduate without having to read some of the greatest works ever penned by man. Why was I never required to read "Night" by Elie Wiesel. How can I call myself educated and yet never had to read the following?

"Never shall I forget that night, the first night in camp, which has turned my life into one long night, seven times cursed and seven times sealed. Never shall I forget that smoke. Never shall I forget the little faces of the children, whose bodies I saw turned into wreaths of smoke beneath a silent blue sky. Never shall I forget those flames which consumed my Faith forever. Never shall I forget that nocturnal silence which deprived me, for all eternity, of the desire to live. Never shall I forget those moments which murdered my God and my soul and turned my dreams to dust. Never shall I forget these things, even if I am condemned to live as long as God Himself. Never."

Public education, it may be free, but it comes at a very high cost.

Bias. Liberal bias. Conservative bias. Bias against Bill Clinton. Bias against George W. Bush. Bias colors our world even when we think we are above the it. If you read this blog at all you know that I am a huge Mike Huckabee fan. I have been an ardent supporter since November, 2007. I also listen to talk radio constantly. I have been amazed at the rhetoric coming from the political "pundits" and talk radio "gurus". In fact, it's almost comic to listen to them twist in the wind with each day's poll numbers or debate performance. Justifying every gaffe, restating every spin. Who won last night's CNN debate? If you listen to Michael Medved, who is a McCain supporter, Ron Paul! Yep, that's right. He's claimed Ron Paul came off looking the best. At least Michael tried to be intellectually honest. He admitted that John McCain came off looking less than presidential. More like a squabbling child. John McCain revealed his true colors last night. But, here's where bias comes in. He is so enamored of John McCain that he couldn't bear to admit that Huckabee outperformed his guy. He would rather praise Ron Paul. He couldn't give credit where credit is due. Bias. Every time it turns around and bites you in the rear.

Check out the video, it's so true:

In September, I signed Tory up for a class in writing. Every week with much wailing and gnashing of teeth she churns out another descriptive paragraph, revises last week's using the teacher's notes and prints out a final copy. This class has been a stretch for her, but I am incredibly pleased with the progress she has made. Here is her latest addition to her portfolio.

An Autumn Day

Crisp and breezy, the wind blows as I stand outside quickly raking leaves. The chilled air nips my face as I step on the crackling foliage below. I look up at the tree above and see scarlet, amber, and burnt orange leaves jostling in the wind waiting for their turn to fall. The air is scented with the sweet aroma of pumpkin pie. As I turn to look at the house, I see smoke rising from the chimney. It tells me that a fire is burning inside. Finally, I tuck away the last leaf in the pile and run inside. I plop on a chair and warm by the fire as I sip hot cocoa.
Tory, age 12

I listen to them all. Michael Medved, Laura Ingraham, Hugh Hewitt, Sean Hannity, Bill O'Reilly. Ok, I'm really forced to listen to O'Reilly and Hannity because my husband likes them so well and they're usually on sometime in the evening. Between you and me, the aforementioned duo are a couple of blow-hards. My favorite is Michael Medved - he's one of the best talk radio hosts I've ever heard. His debating of the issues is unrivaled. He is even-handed in the way he approaches each issue and does not walk lock-step with the other talk radio gurus. In fact it was Michael Medved that first pointed out the viability of a Huckabee nomination. Before that I really had not considered him an electable option. But, once I started checking him out, the better I liked him. Now I am a full-blown supporter. I've actually donated money (first-time ever) and I've made phone calls to Iowa to get out the vote. I take a little credit for the win in Iowa. So, why the long introduction to this post?

Michael has turned on me. He's now supporting McCain. I never saw this stab in the back coming. Why, Michael, why? After all we've been through. How could you do this to me? How?

Here's how. For all their bloviating about who is the true conservative the talk radio pundits have gotten it wrong. Michael likes McCain, Hannity has been pushing Rudy Guiliani down our throats, Hugh Hewitt wants Romney (his support is a bit tainted, more on that later). And their big complaint about Huckabee? He's a fiscal liberal. He offered a helping hand to the children of illegal immigrants. It's amazing how they can overlook the liberal tendencies of their candidate, but when it comes to Huckabee they can't forgive his indiscretions. Here's the rundown according to this homeschooling evangelical Mom.

John McCain - Do you not remember the last presidential race, the Gang of 14, McCain-Feingold, need I go on? Also, he's such a Washington insider. It doesn't get anymore inside than him.

Mitt Romney - Too slick for the room. You thought Bill Clinton was slick? Take a gander at Slick Mitt. I just do not trust him on the pro-life issue. He is from the Northeast for goodness sakes. He's the governor of a liberal bastion, Massachusetts. Also, I don't want a businessman running the government. The businessman will fire you because it's good for his bottom line. Fiscal heresy, you say! Be that as it may, I still respond to Huckabee's comment about the next President being less like the guy who fired you.

Rudy Guiliani - Strong on the war, weak on the social issues. I don't trust Rudy if it comes to the pro-life issue. Would he sign a partial birth abortion ban? I don't know. By the by, Rudy is my second choice of candidate.

Fred Thompson - ZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ oh I'm sorry I must've dozed off.

Ron Paul - Nut Job with a few good points. His argument against giving three times the aid to the Arab nations as we give to Israel? Why do we do that anyway?

Mike Huckabee - The only man that can rally the evangelical base and attract the African-American evangelicals and the average Joe. What's not to like? He's down-to-earth, folksy, and extremely electable. He has a good head on his shoulders and cares about the common people. He has also beaten the Clinton political machine two different times. Oh, by the way, being governor of Arkansas for ten years doesn't make him qualified to run for president? Just ask Bill Clinton. Put Huckabee head to head against shrill Hillary and you've got yourself a winner.

Imagine a rolling piano score, the sweet timber of a soprano solo and finally the swelling sounds of a choir. This is one of my favorite hymns. The lyrics were written by Bernard of Clairvaux in the 12th century. The music was arranged by Johann Sebastian Bach in the 18th century. Combined they speak a truth that is powerful yet beautiful.

O Sacred Head, Now Wounded

O sacred Head, now wounded, with grief and shame weighed down;
Now scornfully surrounded with thorns, thine only crown;
O sacred Head, what glory, what bliss till now was thine!
Yet, though despised and gory, I joy to call thee mine.

What thou, my Lord, hast suffered was all for sinners' gain;
Mine, mine was the transgression, but thine the deadly pain.
Lo, here I fall, my Savior! 'Tis I deserve thy place;
Look on me with thy favor, vouchsafe to me thy grace.

What language shall I borrow to thank thee dearest Friend!
For this, thy dying sorrow, thy pity without end?
O make me thine forever, and should I fainting be,
Lord, let me never, never outlive my love to thee."

The last line "O make me thine forever, and should I fainting be, Lord, let me never, never outlive my love to thee." is my life's prayer. I pray that the Lord would take me home before I would betray Him.

Scripture for tonight - Luke 5-9. We finished up Matthew and listened to Mark. Mark seemed to only hit the highlights of Jesus life on earth. Whereas Matthew focused on the teachings, parables and miracles of Jesus, Mark focused on the death and resurrection of Jesus. Out of sixteen chapters, the last four dealt with the death of Jesus. We have found it interesting to see what each Gospel has concentrated on. Luke spent a lot of time with Jesus birth and early life. It is in Luke 1 that you have the Christmas story, the birth of John the Baptist, all the stories associated with Jesus before He began His ministry. Also, Luke is the first gospel to be a letter written to someone, Theophilus.

I have one unanswered question. In all the accounts of Jesus healing someone, it usually ended with Jesus telling the recipient to "Go and tell no one of what has happened." Yet, the Scripture states that each went and told everyone. Why is that? I don't know...I am pondering...praying that the Holy Spirit will reveal that to me. I find it odd that Jesus would command such a thing. I don't know about your tradition, but in my church tradition people are always "testifying" about God's goodness. I do it myself. When God blesses us, or speaks a word of truth I usually share that with my closest friends. Why would Jesus forbid that in Scripture? If I get an answer I'll "testify" and let you know. For now it remains a mystery.

Day two of Scripture reading ~ er ~ listening. We listened to Matthew 8-12. These chapters spoke of the miracles Jesus performed. It was amazing how many of them had to do with demon possession. Also, I was struck by how much like hapless sheep people are. We are blithely eating our grass while the wolf is pacing just outside the fence waiting for one of us to stray too far. Jesus truly is the Great Shepherd. Another impression from these chapters is the compassion that Jesus felt for people. Think of it, the God of Creation felt compassion for hurts and needs. For the man who was crippled Jesus came, felt compassion and healed him. I don't think Jesus healed to impress people, I think He healed, because he wanted to bring comfort to the hurting. I find that comforting.

HUCK - A - BEE, HUCK - A - BEE, HUCK - A - BEE!! Woohoo, one down, forty-nine to go. Mike Huckabee pulled off the coup of the century. Being outspent 15 to 1 by Mitt Romney, who's just too slick for the room, Huckabee pulled 34% of the Republican vote to Romney's 25%. It just don't get any better than that. Check out Jay Leno's show with Mike Huckabee, he is a down-to-earth compassionate conservative. I Like Mike!~

Tonight was the first night of our 40 days of Scripture reading. Our church has started a 40 day program of the New Testament on CD. As a family we listened to Matthew chapters 1-7. It's interesting to come at the Bible from a different mode. I usually read Scripture, but tonight I listened. Having the Words of God come to me auditorily opened my heart to new meanings. Most of the time I focus on a single chapter, digging deep into each verse to find meaning. Listening to seven chapters at one sitting lifted me to a another level. Matthew 1-4 is a chronicle of the birth of Jesus and the beginnings of His ministry. Matthew 5-7 spells out The Sermon on the Mount and the Beatitudes. His teachings convicted my spirit. When I look at myself compared to the world and the people around me I feel pretty impressed with myself. I don't find that I'm much of a sinner. Oh sure, I might gossip, I might get angry at a colleague or disrespect my husband, but that's not near as bad as spreading slander, murdering someone, or committing adultery. Right? Wrong. I forget how holy God is. His holiness is like the whitest paint on the whitest wall. No speck of dirt or tint of gray. His essence is so pure that Scripture states that "No man may look on God and live." Next to him I look like a sinkful of dirty water, dark gray with swirls of grease and bits of food floating around. Now I may not be black and thick like tar, but I am definitely not a white wall. So, the moral in this tale? Get my eyes off of those around me and onto God's holiness. I am called to holiness. Matthew 5:48 says "Therefore you are to be perfect, as your heavenly Father is perfect." Honestly, when I read that Scripture, my heart seizes in panic. How can I be perfect? I can't even go one day without criticizing someone. But, this verse serves it's purpose. "Therefore the Law has become our tutor to lead us to Christ, that we may be justified by faith." Gal. 3:24 The Scripture about being perfect leads me to Jesus, because the only way that I can be perfected is to run, flat out run as fast as I can, to the cross and the sanctifying work of Holy Spirit. Father help me.